A picture that I was drunk.
I have found almost everything ever written about love to be true.Shakespeare said,"Journeys end in lovers meeting."Wht an extraordinary thought.Personally,I have experienced thing like that,but I more than willing to believe Shakespeare had.I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should.I'm constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and difne our lives.It was Shakespeare who also said,"Love is blind."Now ,that is something I know to be true.
For some,quite inexplicably,love fades.For others,love simply lost.But then,of course,love can also be found,even it just for the night.And then there's another kind of love,the cruelest kind,the one that almost kills its victims.It's called unrequited love,which I just suffered weeks ago.
Why am I attracted to a person I know isn't good?Because u were hoping u are wrong.And everytime she does something that tells you she's no good,you ignored it.Every time she comes through and surprises u,she wins u over and u lose that argument with urself that she's not for you.
It turned out that she wasn't in love with me like I thought.I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible.And how it can actually ache in places that u didn't know u had inside u. It doesn't matter how many places or how far away u had traveled to or how many cans of beer u drink urself or how many cigarrets u smoked alone.U still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder wht u did wrong or how u could have misunderstood.And how in the hell,for that brief moment u could think that u were that happy.And sometimes u can convice urself that she'll see the light and be heard on the phone.And after all that however long "all that"may be,u will go some where new.And u will meet ppl who make u feel worthwhile again.And little piece of ur soul will finally come back.And all that fuzzy stuff,those months of ur life that u wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.
Besides,a girl said to me,"
u would never care about anyone or anything, nothing could catch too much attention from you.","u didn't know wht 'cherish' mean".That is probably how ppl consider me,a defiant guy.But does anyone know I am also a weak person,I wanna love ,but just afraid love,it wasn't that easy for me to fall in love with a girl since I know wht love really is.love need time to be watered and managed by the couple.First,love need time;Second u gotta choose a right person.Neither of these I had so far,how would I love.And the very only one I tried to love after 7 years since I lost my first girl hurt me so deeply.Now I shoould believe that is all about fate.
